My Dream numbers

A dream number is a weight that one is emotionally attached to. Well I think about it and I know some fat people also think about it too. Let’s say, you got married weighing 200 pounds and after some years have accumulated more weight to like 280 pounds. Maybe, just maybe, your dream number or magic number like some people call it might be 200 pounds because you connect it to when you felt happier or sexier (lol). It is okay to have your dream number in your head. You reaching your dream number will be such a huge achievement. Now let’s think about it. What is my dream number?

300 pounds: I was soooo huge that when I looked in the mirror I couldn’t see my face. All I saw was fat, fat and fat. I hated going out or even going shopping the best I could do was shop online most of the clothes were really shapeless and annoying but what can one do.

250 pounds: I struggled so much to weigh this, with strict diet and so much workout but I made it and passed it.

220 pounds: I can remember it was during winter and losing weight was hard because of the weather, I had to work hard 4times to even lose as little as 2 pounds but at the end I overcame.

200 pounds: I developed a very bad habit when I weighed in at 200 pounds because I hit plateau and the scale refuse to move, I weighed myself constantly like every day morning afternoon and night. It so much frustrated me that I nearly gave up. Gave up yeah, but after that what’s next? I had to move away from 200 so I tired gym, it was as boring and demotivating as nothing I have seen. I hated it and felt left out. So I quit the gym. And after 2 months I was down to …….185

185 pounds: I felt so happy leaving 200 pounds and now at 185. But I realised one thing. I was never planning to be too skinny (I want some meat on me too but not too meaty). I dreamt of moving to 170 pounds and after 2 months I landed on 177 pounds. Am still at 177 now but hopefully will throw away 10 pounds hahahahahahahah soon.

177 pounds: hurray am here now…… I have decided to set myself mini dream numbers considering that I am scared of having loose skins.

170 pounds......
165 pounds..........
160 pounds........
155 pounds.......
Maybe 150 pounds ……..

Who’s with me on this?  But remember reaching these dream numbers won’t happen by magic but by hard work, determination and dedication.  I know what I want and am out to get there.